Hello there Stranger.
Those are the words I feel like saying to you time and time again. As time goes by, thats how I seem to realise that I don't really know you. You're not the person that I always thought you were. Maybe you never were. Maybe it was all in my head. Maybe I chose to see you from my own perspective. How I wanted you to be. How I hope you were.
Now that I'm seeing you more clearly, I'm afraid. I'm afraid that reality will hit me so hard in the face that I can never bounce back. And then what? It's hard to give in. It's even harder to give up.
So tell me what I should do? Or how I should act, Cause I don't know anymore. I thought I would be immune to it by now. But I can't. And I'm not.
